Back on the road on the Riot Trail

Quit Smoking! Log - Days 1 and 2

Thu, 01 Feb 2007 04:13:55 GMT

I'm a pack a day Camel Lights Smoker, age 20. I decided "Hey! I'm 20, I should be able to breathe when I wake up!" was a good enough reason and my set date was yesterday. Heres how it went.

Day 1:

Stayed Home all day, smoked 2 cigarettes total, no mood swings or anything

Day 2: Went to work smoked 3 cigarettes total. Almost committed double homicide, and hari-kari. Went off on one of my managers (who deserved it) and she changed her tune. Yes, that worked! I'm more assertive! Found out I'm a total bitch when not pumped with nicotine. I didn't smoke at all when driving (a plus).

Let's hope I can make it!

Doo ti Doo

Tue, 23 Jan 2007 05:00:28 GMT

So, I kind of just stopped posting. Just like I suppose I stopped KOLing. I'm never home to have the time to do so. Oh well, I may start again when I have the time. But in the time I have vanished I have done things, learned things and well, my life has gone on, slow and steady.

Things I've done:

~ Survived another Christmas in Retail.

~ Become addicted to all things Jennifer Saunders and Dawn French.

~ Especially Ab Fab.

~ Had a Quit Smoking! Date set for me by my boss. (8 more days!)

~ Met a Gazillion people who names I do not know through all the social circles I have penetrated in five months.

Things I Have Learned:

~ That after watching your Grandmother (and best friend)and Grandfather bury their first born son, almost all other "problems" become petty, futile, and just a bunch of nonsense.

~ Note: Some people just fucking get worked up over the most fucking idiotic shit. Pull your head out of your ass and go fuck yourself, and if you must, do find some bigger fish to fry. 99% of what I hear coming out of people's mouths everyday doesn't matter. Make it matter.
In the words of Edina Monsoon: "It may not all be great and good, but you know, it ain't that bad so come on, cheer up, it may never bloody happen."

~ The Brits just do it better.

~ We just exist in our own private universes. Most don't learn how to co-exist and respect the universes of others.

~ I know beautiful people who don't know it.

~ You are only complete if you let yourself be.

I think that is all.

Try to be on more dears!

I live!

Mon, 04 Dec 2006 14:45:24 GMT

I havn't posted in a good month now. Hmmm. I don't know if there much to say.

I'm a supervisor at the local super k-mart. After a month. Safe to say all the lifers despise me and don't listen to me. But its money.

I saw Imogen Heap on November 15th in Norfolk. She rocked my socks. She 100% exceeeded my expectations.

Speaking of concerts, it looks like Tori and Polly Jean next year, so yay! and 2008 or 2009 for Sonic Youth, then I can die happy.

Don't have much else to say, its been a slow month.

happy day

Tue, 07 Nov 2006 07:22:17 GMT

I am now a student at James Madison University!

Well, I will be next fall, but yes! I have a future!

Yay.

I missed my KOL 1 Year due to work :(. Oh well

Damn, 1 year. 1 year from today was when I began co-hosting on JAM and created possibly some of my best memories ever. I love you Jen.

I see Imogen in a week. Huzzah!

Ironed out more book details today. Fun Fun Fun.

Matt likes it. Matt knows an editor at Random House. Yes.

I can dream, can't I?

Yes. Today I can.

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 03:06:32 GMT

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060930/ap_on_re_us/school_shooting

What the flying fuck is our world coming to?

And what, pray tell, sick parents keep guns in the house without properly locking them up...and keeping them hidden

(my sisters are still unaware that we own two rifles)

I'm sick of hearing this fucking "bad seed " bullshit from the NRA.

My solution?

Arm the teachers and principal.

The End..?

Sat, 30 Sep 2006 02:11:39 GMT

I finished the Sandman series today...

and I feel empty...odd...I dunno....I can honestly write that the Sandman is much more then a comic, it is literature. I wish more comic titles would strive to be...more like this. Not trite, not the same story over and over again. X-men really got old for me about a year ago, simply because I couldn't follow it anymore. You needed to buy 12 issues, each from a seperate series, to figure out why Rogue suddenly likes chocolate cake.
I'll just stick with Ultimate, for now it doesn't overlap with 50 different titles...until it starts to drop in sales.

Lets see, what else. I have sworn off depressing books for a bit....and got reprimanded by Jez for picking up the Bell Jar for a much needed re-reading last night. I was like oh yeah...It is depressing. La la.

I smelled your cologne today at the mall....I don't know why I picked it up...It reminded me of you more then any pictures could..

Lucky You

Yeah, Lucky Me.

Suggestions?

Thu, 28 Sep 2006 03:38:20 GMT

PFAC has a party in October every year where you come as who you may have been in A Past Life.

Fun right?

Except, I have no clue, so I'm taking suggestions under the terms that

A: I don't do drag
B: ....There is no B

Help me!

la la

Mon, 25 Sep 2006 22:37:23 GMT

So, I forgot to post a long time ago that I started on my photo gallery.
It is very small right now, but I plan of putting up pics from my travels in Europe, and more of Jez and I later.

I did make a highschool gallery, then realized that a certain someone is in all of those...so I deleted the gallery...but can't bring myself to delete the actual photos because I don't want to forgot his face...

I'm stupid.

I <3 my new icon though, it combines one of my favorite familiars with Kim Gordon lyrics. Rock.

A Warning

Thu, 21 Sep 2006 01:27:50 GMT

All of you with know where my loyalities lie. So don't let me see (or hear) any shit about anybody period. Or I will be a very very nasty Riot. And we do not want that, do we dears?

Tee hee

Wed, 20 Sep 2006 02:01:16 GMT

Which of The Endless Are You? (Mature) (The Sandman w\Pics!)

You are Desire!And this person - you can't say if it's she or he - watches back to you, smiling slightly. It take's a deep breath, like it'd be smelling your desire and enjoying it. And in next second that person is gone. The desire inside of you leaves you shiver alone in the darkness.Of all the Endless you are the most cruel. You see everyone else as your plaything and are careful to never feel the repercussions yourself. You are devious and will do anything to achieve your ends and can hold a grudge for ages. however you are loyal to your twin, Despair and indeed, seem impervious to other predjudices others have when it comes to physical appearences; you are not shallow.
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Wed, 23 Aug 2006 05:05:27 GMT

Happy birthday to me

riot_pOOf: Now I need a new excuse for being angsty
riot_pOOf: I'm no longer a teenager
ToxicPopsicle: You can be angsty because the world doesn't understand your wandering spirit

There it is folks

My new excuse. Let's see if it can last another seven years.

Yay!

Thu, 17 Aug 2006 03:22:02 GMT

I got my super sexy Audrey Hepburn-esque cigarette holder today, its awesome

but one problem

after a pack of cigerettes it SMELLS really bad. Like I can smell it across the room. And I have no idea how to clean it. Plus I used a pipe cleaner, and it pulled out some nasty ass shit. Oh well, at least its no longer in my lungs...

Dear Cruella Devil,

How do you properly clean out your cigarette holder when your not skinning dogs?

Top 25

Wed, 16 Aug 2006 04:10:36 GMT

http://www.thnt.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20060807/TEEN01/608070305/1095/TEEN

This article has random people listing the top 25 or whatever most influential albums in their lives, so I decided I'd do the same.
In no certain order.

1. From the Choirgirl Hotel - Tori Amos
2. Rid of Me - PJ Harvey
3. Evolve - Ani DiFranco
4. Daydream Nation - Sonic Youth
5. When the Pawn... - Fiona Apple
6. Wicked - Original Cast Recording
7. Rumors - Fleetwood Mac
8. Belladonna - Stevie Nicks
9. Garbage - Garbage
10. The Immaculate Collection - Madonna
11. Tales of a Librarian - Tori Amos
12. The Woods - Sleater-Kinney
13. Dilate - Ani DiFranco
14. The Forgotten Arm - Aimee Mann
15. Blacklisted - Neko Case
16. Timespace - Stevie Nicks
17. Elephant - The White Stripes
18. Horses - Patti Smith
19. Without You I'm Nothing - Placebo
20. Live - Blondie
21. Fame - Film Cast Recording
22. Sheryl Crow - Sheryl Crow
23. Travelogue - Joni Mitchell
24. Uh Huh Her - PJ Harvey
25. Greatest Hits - Bjork

The arrogance.

Tue, 15 Aug 2006 03:50:57 GMT

http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20060815/ap_on_go_pr_wh/bush

Bush says Israel won.

And because Bush says it IT must be true.

Wow...Georgey Peorgey has really gotten too big for his britches.

Next he'll be saying Laura gave birth to Jesus.

OMG (literally)

Sat, 12 Aug 2006 03:33:40 GMT

Hahaha, I saw the best thing EVER on the montgomery news.

I couldn't find it online, but this is what happened.

There is a church downtown. They have a fake plant. It casts a shadow on the wall. This shadow resembles the profile of Jesus (It just looked like a face to me because Jesus had a beard, not a goatee, if are refrencing the same pictures of Jesus, I and this church) anyway....this is NEWS. News in Alabama. Dude...wtf

So after that little tidbit of fun, a commercial came on bashing Lucy Baxley, a canidate for their (I almost typed our) new governer.

Let me explain some intersting news.

We as a very VERY poor state have a billion dollar surplus.

All the other canidates promise Tax Cuts...Ms Baxley wants to use it for education.

And they are bashing her as "too liberal for Alabama"

You know what you fucking little shits
Stay dumb little fucking shits.
And crawl back into the giant hole in the earth's ass from which you sprung.

I hate this place.

They need Jesus.

what?

Wed, 09 Aug 2006 04:15:11 GMT

so, I got a really cool drawing manequin at walmart today. Its awesome, I always wanted one. If only they could make action figures this possible. And I got a set of color pencils, and they cause much vexation.

Dear Roseart,

Why Did you change Violet to Blackberry Blue?

And why is there no peach or skin toned colors in your 24 pencil set? Because if you want me to buy your 84 set, make it cheaper. Pink and White only make a nice vibrant sunburnt look. You suck.

Fiona

Fri, 04 Aug 2006 04:05:08 GMT

princesscurly Has already described all I wanted to say about our glorious trip, so go read that, so I'm here to provide the setlist for the Fiona Concert. Oh, and a big thank you to adoxograph for letting us invade her home...She even got a post-it declaring her house has been invaded by us...we should make plaques and send one to her and gwynraven. La sigh, Fiona was awesome

Get Him Back
To Your Love
Shadowboxer
The Way Things Are
I Know
Sleep to Dream
Limp
Paper Bag
Tymps (The sick in the head song)
Oh Well
On the Bound
Red Red Red
Not About Love
Better Version of Me
Get Gone
Fast as you can
Encore:
Extraordinary Machine
Criminal

So, I teared up during Oh Well...because I'm a sappy loser... and I did scream "FUCKING GO" during get gone....according to fruiteepants "well you and she were having a moment obviously no one else was having
Because no one else shared in the screaming, but oh well (hahaha, I'm good)

Anyway!

I Love you all, Jen the mostest and Kathy (Queen of Sheba) and her boy are the best! We are going back, I promise :)

Hmmm

Thu, 27 Jul 2006 03:28:03 GMT

Ok, Andrea Yates was found not guilty

This sends one message to the public

1. Women, you are NOT equal with men because you are not trialed equally with them because post-partum makes you CRAZY

And I thought the insanity defense only worked if the criminal was not aware of their actions....I recall reading an article that stated Ms. Yates began to cry when they begin to recant how they found her children. No no, those were not tears of remorse...she must of stubbed her toe.

Again, I restate, if this was a man, there would have been no re-trial. How sad.

Disguisting

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 19:08:00 GMT

http://www.omaha.com/index.php?u_pg=1636&u_sid=2212520

I was in Omaha when this tragic event occurred two years ago. It actually happened at the high school my mom graduated from. The victim, Chastity Wright, had been bullied by Gray and her cronies all year simply because they could bully her. I remember the story well because it terrified me of the sheer cruelty of teenagers.

The article is brief and rather non-informative, but if I remember correctly all of them were attending Summer School and Gray and two other girls jumped Chastity as Burger King on lunch break. They didn't just tousle her up, they pummeled her, and there was a knife involved. I remember this distinctly because there was about a four day debate of what her exact cause of death was. The girls even admitted that Chastity did nothing to provoke them, they just didn't like her. And Chastity had to pay with her life in her freshmen year because she wasn't liked by three girls. And what do they pay? Gray gets 5 years of probation. There is no mention of her cronies. Absolutely unacceptable. The City of Omaha should be outraged that these girls are able to scrape by for killing one of their peers. All three of them should have gotten the maximum sentence of 20 years in prison. In fact, I think 20 years is rather light for what they have committed. Gray gets to walk free, but just have a close eye on her for five years. This sends the wrong message to the country of what we do in this country about violence in schools. This is an absolute abomination of Justice.

poop ti doo

Tue, 25 Jul 2006 02:14:52 GMT

my dad just put the kaibash on my roadtrip, because I'm abandoning my responsibilities at home i.e doing all the work his two other children dare not to

and my mom is drugged up again tonight

life is great, really

Hmmm

Sat, 22 Jul 2006 23:33:41 GMT

Ok, don't get me wrong, I love it when my favorite musicians are headlining on the Entertainment section on Yahoo! because they rarely do, but sometimes, it's the wrong reasons, and not their music. For example, Sleater-Kinney got more press coverage for breaking up then they did in 11 years. (I imagine) Anyway, I saw this headlining, and don't get me wrong, I'm VERY happy for Ani....but it's only there because of this obsession with celeberity, or non rather, children. Not children, but pregnant mothers. You know, Praise Ani for achieving the MOTHER FUCKING "AMERICAN DREAM"...dammit...or for being the first musician to win that award that is mentioned in the article...nope, we weant to talk about her baby.

Anyway

Congrats Ani!

La la

Fri, 14 Jul 2006 05:02:51 GMT

So I surprised Jez with Fiona Apple Tickets today. It was the best feeling in the world to see her surprised :)

What else....what else...My professor wants to publish my two short stories so far...one more to write and one more for him to edit, so heres hoping all 4 are good enough for publication

Speaking of writing, The train of thought is complete for The Maelstrom Revolutions: Book One...now just the simple matter of writing it. I'm thinking of making Jezebelle the main character of book two...what happens to her brother Misa remains to be written...but its in my head. *sigh* If only I could finish, but they are ready, all of them are. And they are a patient sort, these kids. How I love them.

Anyway, my bed beckons me

Glutton for Punishment

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 05:04:24 GMT

So, because I love to place undue crap on my self, I check Jared's myspace from time to time, which is always a bad idea. So, everyone is SO excited about him moving back to the US, and our mutual friends are so excited that I'll be near them and blah blah blah. I don't get the same treatment, sadly, which shows how transient they are, but still it hurts. (For those of you who don't know the Jared Saga, volumes 1,2 and 3....its an utter waste of dramatic time.) And it really makes me wonder what HAS he told them, about me, about us and makes me so ANGRY because I don't know, and I'm not sure If I love him still or hate him now but I know there is no indifference in my feelings.
And I have never been able to vent him or flush him out because no thinks it was serious, everyone thinks I'm dumb for falling in love with this fucked up straight kid...but he understood me. He was the first person who would listen to what I had to say and not dismiss everything I do or take interest in as "someone trying to be different" He knew me, and he appreciated that and I just don't know why things turned out the way they did, why it all had to die. He said it was because I was too fucked up to associate with, and maybe Maybe I need prozac like he said I do, maybe I need to fix myself to become this happy stepford person.

Maybe thats why I'm not worth ever calling back. I try to set these standards that are above Jared, but I never meet those peoples standards. I don't know anymore, I really don't, it's all still very a raw, even a year later. I hate myself for still feeling something about it...and I really want to just go take my leftover Loritab and go to bed but I just can't, because I'll be like Jared, like my Mom. But I can understand why they do it now, why they have their poison, and I was so proud of myself for being clean of sleeping pills for 2 years, (my mom still hides them) But, Its starting again....I really feel it beginning to unravel, this strong facade that just deals with everything....I can't do it anymore.

In photographs
I've seen him laugh
Man overboard
Sun on his back

Summer was here
I remember it well
How he stood in the shade
How we both kissed and fell

How can this be?
There's nothing left here
How can this be?
There's nothing left here

So sad our
So sad our

So sad our
So sad our

Our memory

Now he talks in his sleep
Says I've never known peace
And I don't know him now
He's a stranger to me

How can this be?
There's nothing left here
How can this be?
There's nothing left here

We were
Never more than a dream
Brief as
Summer or spring
Sweeter than anything

Meme

Tue, 11 Jul 2006 04:09:58 GMT

(Click here to post your own answers for this meme.)

✓ I miss somebody right now. (I miss alot of people)	✓ I don't watch much TV these days. (Don't have time)	✓ I own lots of books. (Wish I had more)
✓ I wear glasses or contact lenses.	✓ I love to play video games. (Yesiree)	× I've tried marijuana.
× I've watched porn movies. (I need to)	× I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.	✓ I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
× I curse sometimes. (all the time)	× I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.	× I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.

* * * * *

× I have broken someone's bones.	✓ I have a secret that I am ashamed to reveal. (many)	× I hate the rain.
✓ I'm paranoid at times.	✓ I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (i would fix my nose and get a butt)	✓ I need/want money right now. (who doesn't?)
× I love sushi.	✓ I talk really, really fast. (too fast)	× I have fresh breath in the morning. (of nicotine)
× I have long hair.	× I have lost money in Las Vegas.	✓ I have at least one sibling. (6 :))
× I was born in a country outside of the U.S.	× I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.	× I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
× I like the way that I look. (nope, not really)	× I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months. (i don't think so...but i'm sure i have)	✓ I am usually pessimistic.
× I have a lot of mood swings.	× I think prostitution should be legalized.	× I slept with a roommate.
× I have a hidden talent.	× I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.	× I have a lot of friends.
✓ I have pecked someone of the same sex.	✓ I enjoy talking on the phone.	× I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
× I love to shop and/or window shop.	× I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.	× I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
✓ I have a mobile phone.	× I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.	✓ I've rejected someone before.
✓ I currently like/love someone.	✓ I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.	✓ I want to have children in the future.
× I have changed a diaper before.	× I've called the cops on a friend before.	✓ I'm not allergic to anything.
× I have a lot to learn.	× I am shy around the opposite sex.	× I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
× I have at least 5 away messages saved.	✓ I have tried alcohol or drugs before. (just alcohol)	× I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past. (does it count if he did to me?)
× I own the "South Park" movie.	× I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.	× I enjoy some country music.
× I would die for my best friends.	× I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.	× I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
× I think Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.	× I have dated a close friend's ex.	× I am happy at this moment.
✓ I'm obsessed with guys. (i have a harem)	× Democrat.	× Republican.
✓ I don't even know what I am.	× I am punk rockish.	✓ I go for older guys/girls, not younger. (kinda hard when younger tends to be illegal)
× I study for tests most of the time.	✓ I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met. (i don't)	× I can work on a car.
× I love my job(s).	× I am comfortable with who I am right now. (nope)	× I have more than just my ears pierced.
× I walk barefoot wherever I can. (die feet!)	× I have jumped off a bridge.	× I love sea turtles.
× I spend ridiculous amounts of money on makeup.	× I plan on achieving a major goal/dream.	× I am proficient on a musical instrument.
× I hate office jobs.	× I went to college out of state.	✓ I am adopted. (Yes, but...well, you wouldn't understand.)
× I am a pyro.	× I have thrown up from crying too much.	✓ I have been intentionally hurt by people that I loved. (June 2005 baby)
✓ I fall for the worst people. (They are straight, or too good for me)	× I adore bright colours.	× I usually like covers better than originals.
× I hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.	× I can pick up things with my toes. (I can open doors with my toes)	✓ I can't whistle.
× I have ridden/owned a horse.	× I still have every journal I've ever written in.	× I talk in my sleep.
× I've often thought that I was born in the wrong century.	✓ I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (Music!)	× I wear a toe ring.
× I have a tattoo.	✓ I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with. (All those motherfuckers)	✓ I am a caffeine junkie.
× I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.	✓ If I knew I would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder. (It would be better if I had a time machine too)	✓ I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical, the better. (X-men action figures)
× I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.	× I'm an artist. (I wish)	× I am ambidextrous.
× I sleep with so many stuffed animals, I can hardly fit on my bed.	× If it weren't for having to see other people naked, I'd live in a nudist colony.	✓ I have terrible teeth. (They are huge)
× I hate my toes.	× I did this meme even though I wasn't tagged by the person who took it before me.	× I have more friends on the internet than in real life.
✓ I have lived in either three different states or countries.	✓ I am extremely flexible.	× I love hugs more than kisses.
× I want to own my own business.	× I smoke.	× I spend way too much time on the computer than on anything else.
✓ Nobody has ever said I'm normal.	✓ Sad movies, games, and the like can cause a trickle of tears every now and then.	× I am proficient in the use of many types of firearms and combat weapons.
× I like the way women look in stylized men's suits.	✓ I don't like it when people are unpleased or seem unpleased with me.	✓ I have been described as a dreamer or likely to have my head up in the clouds.
✓ I have played strip poker with someone else before.	× I have had emotional problems for which I have sought professional help.	× I believe in ghosts and the paranormal.
✓ I can't stand being alone.	✓ I have at least one obsession at any given time.	× I weigh myself, pee/poo, and then weigh myself again.
✓ I consistently spend way too much money on obsessions-of-the-moment.	× I'm a judgmental asshole.	✓ I'm a HUGE drama-queen.
✓ I have travelled on more than one continent.	✓ I sometimes wish my father would just disappear.	✓ I need people to tell me I'm good at something in order to feel that I am.
× I am a Libertarian.	× I can speak more than one language.	× I can fall asleep even if the whole room is as noisy as it can be.
✓ I would rather read than watch TV.	× I like reading fact more than fiction.	✓ I have pulled an all-nighter on an assignment I was given a month to do.
✓ I have no piercings.	× I have spent the night in a train station or other public place.	× I have been so upset over my physical gender that I cried.
× I once spent Christmas completely alone because there was a miscommunication on which parent was supposed to have me that night.	✓ There have been times when I have wondered "Why was I born?" and may/may not have cried over it.	× I like most animals better than most people.
× I own a collection of retro games consoles.	✓ The thought of physical exercise makes me shiver.	× I have hit someone with a dead fish.
✓ I am compulsively honest.	× I was born with a congenital birth defect that has never been repaired.	× I have danced topless in front of dozens of complete strangers.
✓ I have gone from wishing I was a girl to revelling in being a boy to feeling like a girl again in the span of five minutes, and not cared a whit for my actual sex.	× I am unashamedly bisexual, and have different motivations for my desires for different genders.	× I sometimes won't sleep a whole night or eat a whole day because I forget to.
✓ I find it impossible to get to sleep without some kind of music on.	× I dislike milk.	✓ I obsessively wash my hands.
✓ I always carry something significant around with me.	× Sometimes I'd rather wear a wig in day-to-day life than use my own hair.	× I've pushed myself to become more self-aware and thereby more aware of others.
× Even though I live on my own I still cry sometimes because I miss my mother.	× I hand wrote all the HTML tags in this document.	✓ I've liked something which a majority of people claimed was either bad or weird.
× I have been clinically dead for a brief period of time.	✓ Instead of feeling sympathy/empathy with people and their problems, I simply become annoyed. (Only sometimes! coughmelissacough)	× I participate/have participated in auto drag races and won.
× I do not 'get' most comedy acts.	× I don't think strippers are money-greedy or slutty for dancing.	× I don't like to chew gum.
× I am obsessed with history/historical things and can't wait for someone to build a time machine so I can be the first to use it. (Only to commit that murder...)	✓ I can never remember for the life of me where I parked the car.	✓ I had the TEEN ANGST thing going for at least 2-3 years. (and for the next 20)
✓ I wish people would be more empathic and honest with each other.	× I play Dungeons and Dragons weekly.	✓ I love to sing. (even though I shouldn't)
× I want to live in my mother's basement when I grow up.	× I have a custom-built computer.	✓ I want to create a certain someone's babies, even though there's a 0% possiblity of ever achieving it.
× I would be in a relationship with one of my pets if they were human.	× I've gone skinny-dipping.	✓ I've performed in three plays.
× I enjoy burritos.	× I'm Irish and loving it.	× I have a thing for redheads.
× I am a twin!	✓ Most of the times, I'd rather do something intellectual instead of doing something generically 'fun'.	× Once I set out to finish something, I always stay at it until it is completed before I move on to something else. (hahaha)
✓ I wish there were a way to erase past mistakes. (ie i wish i was still a virgin)	× I sleep more than 12 hours a day.	✓ I wish I could be prouder of what I've accomplished, but it's never enough.
✓ I need more time to myself.	× I wish I was more open-minded.	× I hope that I go really prematurely grey.
✓ I download songs from the internet.	× I've just reenacted chapter 58 of Death Note with my best friend.	✓ I say random things to freak people out.
× I'm still a little mad about the ending of Death Note.	✓ I love playing Truth or Dare.	× I love listening to slow music, but I hate singing to it.
✓ Music helps me remember that I am not alone.	× Playing my favorite sport makes me temporarily forget my problems.	× I think this survey is particularly long.
× I prefer my LJ friends to my real-life ones.	× I can only hate someone that I love.	× I've ordered an extra two shots of espresso to an Americano at Starbucks.

hmmmm

Mon, 10 Jul 2006 21:37:42 GMT

so, i drew quick sketches of Strife, Isabella and the queen of the underworld herself, Peresphone. I was hoping to share them all with you guys, espec. Jez and Gwyn but I just got home to find our scanner packed. boooo I say.

That is all.